Naam Me Kya Rakha Hai?

I too had a thick friend Sweet bubbly ready to do whatever I said No she wasn't my servant but she was my copy She knew me in and out But where is she now? I too had a thick friend Who would stand against people who stood against me, Who would be with me in every sadness and glee She was someone, if you meet her you wouldn't have to know me But now, I can't see, where is she? I too had a thick friend For whom I must have fell short of words Never returned favours because I never thought it was needed But she did need them back somehow Probably that is why she isn't around. I too had a thick friend For I could loose any damn thing but not her To make her stay I would even go down my knees in front of her egoistic boyfriend But she wasn't anymore the one I met She had grudges since ever the story was started I too had a thick friend Who said I'll not be happy ever I'll not be satisfied I'll stay alone forever Just because I l...

In his arms In his arms there's a world I never want to leave A place where I giggle, I dance, I sing, I work, I play, I stay and express what I want to say, The warmth in his breath keeps my beats in control and sometimes takes them to the zenith Oh Wait! Not sometimes, instead every moment I am with him. Imaginations are on a level high every time I look into his eyes In his arms, words seems to become the truth, whispers becomes the breeze, kisses becomes the food and infinity becomes the feeling of love. I tend to feel like a person better than before, In his arms, there is no music better than his heart beats, I am sure. We make love on the beats of his heart, I need no words and sometimes every word fails to make him understand the reason why I love him so much, In his arms, The world becomes too small to be bothered about The smile becomes laugh and tears becomes the sweet expression of care. In his arms, I feel myself, I express myself, I love myself for h...

I don't know I don't know what to do How to control my love How to control this adrenaline rush I feel the moment I see him How not to make him feel out of the world How not to irritate him with my excessive love. I don't know how to speak The words I utter are from my heart They mean world to me even if they are said by him I imagine I aspire I draw a picture of my desire He knows it all, but would he like it? I write, for I don't know if he can understand simple straight emotions. I am high, absolutely high, On his love, on his touch I imagine even what he hasn't said yet Too early? I don't know what to do. I don't know how to stop The heart beats which go faster in just one touch or look from him I feel loved but scared if my love would throw him away from me I am insecure for this is what has happened to me And this is what I have done in recent times History would repeat itself? I don't know how to stop. I don't know...

I've been walking on a road with holes on every second step He gave me wings and helped me to fly Now I am high on life Now there is a whole new world to explore and a place where I Can't see anything black because he has become the rainbow. I scare him for he doesn't want to break the crystal I carry within me And I get scare to lose his precious love for me, We walk together and each step is so strong Unbelievable that it's just been a month long He is going but something is going crazy between us Hearts might stop beating for a while but mind won't rest without thought of each other, We both are travelling through the city of love, Never been in one like this. Trust me, we both feel different yet similar about each other We grow same doubts, fears and Forget to sleep because we know the other one would not be sleeping either. Crazy is the only word I suppose can define us. Everything that we do is at it's peak... Giving and taking has...

Clear, I am As clear as a transparent glass, As clear as the mirror clinging to the rusted nail on your wall, But Not as clear as your heart, which has so much dirt in it. Color I am, Color your baby fills in the drawing book, Color I am that of your wall, White for peace, yellow for life, green for youth, pink for love But not of your soul Black for darkness. Eyes I am, Eyes that looks for love, Eyes that have only love in them Eyes that hides everything that can harm you But not eyes which can see someone being hurt. Time I am Time that waits for you Someone who would make you know your faults Someone who would ride you back in time to relive and make corrections Someone who won't prove you wrong but where you went wrong But not the one who will take revenge for what you did with her Tongue I am Tongue that doesn't slip Tongue that bits itself before speaking anything wrong Tongue that is know for it's love But not the one who downs people ...

Happy to be lost. Trip taken to forget this world, Trip made me forget myself, Trip tripped me in a certain way I couldn't ever reach to my inner self. Wind winded up my dreams, Wind took away the sand in which I wrote my name, Wind made me love what I have today, But it also took what I had yesterday Road took me nowhere, Road read what I was, It showed me only dead end, It never let me ride the way I want. Doors were just for sake of being there, They never stopped anyone who wasn't deserving of my love, Doors dared, but I couldn't They were mere reasons why I am broken now. Trees were just like few who stood up for me no matter what, Trees gave me shade to stay, when others were just trying to fire me up. Water gave me relief and also became the expression of worries, Water was what my eyes had in them, when he left me for his wife. Pain was a gain, A surreal existence of a world where imagination wasn't just a game, I was insane to fa...

I missed the little moments I could have gathered to decorate my vacant string of life, The conversations that could have bridged the gap between me and my mom I missed the life of north campus everyone have been talking about, I have wasted my time in untangling the life's knot The late-night hangouts, the drinks the dance the feeling of high I missed the feeling of broken heart That I would have had if I would have fallen in love with someone in very first sight. I missed the sister-like bonding, I search for that in strangers, been thrown, been used, been betrayed Ooh that little black dress I imagined myself in, I missed that dress because my so called SouthIndian orthodox family doesn't allow me to wear it! I missed the first special kiss for I wanted it to be instant And I ended up planning everything even my break up! I missed sitting on my fathers shoulder when I was a child, I couldn't even learn how to ride a cycle! Shit I missed. Now tha...

A rectangular wooden huge and strong That's how my bed looks... 21 years of taking my weight, it never died, never complained, never stressed. It's crinkled sound while changing sides, were a lullaby for me, Though embarrassing when I would sleep with my cousin on it. My panties, bras, skirts, shirts, well these are the usual things you might find on my bed, Sometimes even books, if by mistake I am in mood to write or to read. Holding me safe and upright, the legs of the bed are like my family Without any one of them, I'll fall! The sheet on my bed shows my nature, Colours here and there, flowers and teddy bears Yes I am a kid, no matter what's my age, And my imaginations are still full of candy floss Pink and red shades with little bit of gloss. The bed is the audience and it has been the stage It has seen my every emotion, love, cry and pain The conversations with my girlfriend or my love, It never leaked my secrets For it can't speak of c...

These little lights of the city makes me think what if these are stars on the earth which disappears the moment the sun comes up. These meaningless lights, in the sky and on the earth, are just there to learn counting and to assure the little ones that someone is watching their deeds. I see cows and buffaloes taking rest on road and think 'are they planning on a peaceful yet adventurous death?' Or they are just wanting the place which used to be there's but then we made roads there? I think that if it's true that if a crow croaks on the roof of your house then you can expect some relatives at your place, Then why the house of the widowed mother and her four years old son, is as empty as my stomach right now? The dog on the street wags it's tail everytime I pass by him. I think, does he know me? And want to ask 'have we met before you cute little thing?' But unfortunately I am scared of dogs so I keep myself away! Their eyes! Nothing but craving...

She stares at my chopped finger that I lost due to infection She stares not at my incompatibility but at her own insecurities He stares at my pants making me do a quick zip-check He is staring at his intentions not at me. She stares at my one-breast through which I feed my baby She thinks to herself why there is no shape for other She doesn't know I had breast cancer and have been just treated But it's her fear she is staring at, Not me. He stares and stares without a single blink He stares at my burnt face Someone unlike him threw acid on me and gave reasons for the world to stare He stare because he feels I am weird and scary But he is staring at his past not me. They all stare And they just stare Without even realising that one day (god forbid) they could be me. So I walk with proud that I fought these stares and pray they never be me.

Fault in their stars That their love had no bars Found ourselves in middle of a sea Not to mention, but no place to pee love was growing on a boat of wood They were alone and weren't doing what they should You see sex was something they have explored for N number of times Their chemistry was growing on a plant of sweet lies Again a love story! He said Not with love, but with anger, his cheeks went red On a blank paper she scribbled something constantly He didn't know she was penning down their destiny Who knew how much truth it had? She was enjoying every bit of writing the fantasy with him that she had Quite sometime passed by All they had was music food and a bottle of wine On a trip of 10 days they explored all that they could About the sea and about eachother too Though their ride was on sea, The ride gave them nothing to be gleed On the day seven, their relationship was void of feel She couldn't bare him, he couldn't stand Her love notes ...

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Yeh chehra bada ajeeb hai Sab iss mukhote ko pehne hue hai Kisika sach hai toh kisika Jooth Har kisika chupa yeh ek alag roop hai Koi nahi pehchan pata ki Kya sachai hai iski Chhal kapat krne me maahir hai ye Pal Mein hasade pal me rulade Aisa koi shayar hai yeh Iss naqaab ke deewane bhi hai Aur nafrat bhi Krte hai log isse Chahe toh maardaale apni adao se Ajeeb hai is ke kayee kisse Mein toh Kabhi samajh nahi paayi Kisi chehre ke jazbaat Raaz lekar ghoomraha hai har koi chehra hai ek nayaab kalakaar Tum hi batado hai Kya ye ajab paheli Chehra hai ya kitaab jiske panno me khokar Mein ye jahaan bhuli?

He took me to the room no.501 And asked me to get relaxed Relaxed? How to feel that? Yes we've been dating for 4 years And yes, It was my first time, So naturally, I was nervous, excited and so on... He came in after paying tip to the man who brought in luggage And locked the door As he was taking steps towards me I was losing faith that he is actually the 'one' Some fear was gripping up its speed somewhere No I didn't wanted to do it... This wasn't right... But I couldn't say anything out. I thought, may be I am wrong and I didn't want him to go There were so many ifs and buts in my mind He started undressing me Kissed me every where Expecting something back Which wasn't there... His touch, wasn't love It was touch of lust.. The moment he tried to make me lie on bed, I pushed him, and rushed for my clothes Naked I was just by clothes But he was naked with his thought All he wanted was my body Unfortunately nothing more t...

Why don't he understand That I don't want to be just another girl That I don't need him to satisfy me Nor I am here to satisfy him as well Why don't he understand That it hurts when he stops loving me on bed and just leave without saying a word Without kissing on forehead And without even dressing me up. He doesn't understand that he hasn't bought me He promised to love me and keep me happy That I have feelings which I try to express but he never give time to me and says "I need to rest" He doesn't understand that while undressing myself and letting him in me, I gave him the most important part of my soul Which I expected him to keep safe But he just never cared. I never wanted him to extend my already extended list of boyfriends I just wanted love from his heart Not love that ends on his bed. He says he isn't good enough with words and shows his affection through the touch But he doesn't understand words stick ...

Milti hu jabhii tumse bas kho si jaati hu  Khogayi thi raahoon me kahi par tere sang me mil si jaati hu  Jab Nahi milti tujhse toh tadapsi jaati hu  Aur jab milta hai waqt toh bhaagkr chali aati hu Pata hai mujhe Nahi ho tum sirf mere liye  Par me toh tumhari ho chuki hoon Ke jab hota hai jikr tera  Toh fakr se kehti hu "haan me isse jaanti hu" Tera har hissa pyara hai muje Tera har kissa khushi hai meri Ki Aaj toh rang gayi me tere rang mein Lagta hai jaise bikhri hue tasveer savar gayi Ki nathkhat hai tu, bhola bhi  Dhoop hain tu, Sawan bhi Ki khilaata hai tu phool har dil ki baghiya Mein  Tu ban gaya Ab humara baghban bhi.  Ki kehna kuch bhi kamm, tauheen  hai Teri  Toh jyada Kuch Nahi bolpaungi Kyunki lafzo se tarash de tujhe Aisi kisi ki aukaat Nahi.

Dedicated to 2people who came in life like lighting  (aaye aur jhatse jakhm dekr chalegaye)  Mili me unse ek aisi jagah jahaan Sab kuch anjana sa tha Ek din me hi dost bane  Sab kuch bohot exciting sa tha Sab aate hai iss jagah apni jakhmo aur khushiyan baatne ko Muje laga waqt nahi lagega inhe muje. Bhi apnane ko  Us bheed se nikla ek mr.capricorn,  Bohot pyara and cute sa tha Aur ek door se Beth kr Mr. Scholar muje muskuraakr dekh raha tha Dheere dheere Mr. Capricorn se baato ka Silsila shuru hua tha  Har baat meri hue jo usse  Maine toh sirf Sach kaha tha Fir Mr. Scholar se hue Baatein do chaar Gaane usse sunaye mene hazaro baar  Aur aise badi humari dosti in days only chaar.  Mr. Capricorn, i must tell you tha Bada hi interesting I won't be shy to say that I actually liked him But relationship me hamesha mera luck kharab tha  Bhai, mene toh sirf Sach kaha tha. 1 hafte me mr. Cap...

(A friend of mine correctly said that the fault is within the society. This poem isn't against Male-gender, but against the thoughts or values imparted by the society, about women, in minds of the people living in it.) Kya iss century me bhi ladko k sath rehna gunaah hai? Nahi? toh  Fir kyu hamesha muje hi slut toh kabhi flirt kaha Gaya hai? kya kapdo se naapi jaati hai izzat meri?  Nahi? Toh fir kyu apni nazro se mere skirt ka measurement le raha hai?  Jab Galat hai Teri Nazre, toh me kyu laaj ka parda lagaun?  Jab neech hai iraade Tere, toh me kyu apni udaan pe lagaam lagaun? Kyu sehmu me jab tu peecha kre Kyu darr kr ghar bheth jaun?  kyu apna mobile number change krun me bar bar? Aur tu kre mere aatma ko tar tar? Kahaan ka hai insaaf ye muje Batao? Pehle se tadpi hue ladki ko, aur jyada tadpao? Reasons do ladki ko na paida krne k Aur end me rote ho ki bete ki shaadi kisse krwaun? Kyu banu me Kisi k pleasure ki gudiya? Ja...

In the beginning of our relationship He was the most adorable man, I thought, maybe this relationship would work unlike others And I will do everything I can He praised me with such poetic words That it made me blush I never thought it will, again, end up like others. After a year, he was keen to make this special Kept boosting about his love, that its real Kept asking me about same thing that I can never give, Yes, virginity is a really big matter for me, I say it without shame. Emotions are worthier than sex, I said But he was worried about his so-called image in his friends He said “I gave you so much love, in return, this is what I get?” “I can’t take this step for your stupid image” I said. It was hard to believe this sudden change Sitting on the same old bench I thought, How could he be so selfish? What if I get pregnant did he ever thought about this? “Oh god, why bloody condoms are invented for, Don’t worry; they are 100% safe for sur...

He was the star of everyone’s eye, And she was just normal girl of his life. She passed by him every day, But he never noticed, because of the shine That came through the Barbie’s standing beside. Sick and tired of being in shoes of what others wanted, He was searching for someone who can admire, That he loves poetry and things that talk about emotions But he knew, to the eyes of the crowd he lives in, There is no one who will understand his desire. So, he kept the real him, hidden deep inside his heart, But his eyes were in constant search of the one, Who wasn’t just another girl, and different from the lot. And one fine day, He saw her auditioning, for high school singing competition. She wasn’t a princess nor like those Barbie models Eyes hidden behind huge specs and Like a little kid, hanged to her shoulder, a little water bottle. Charmed by her voice, he went into some other world, Could see no one else, but just him and her, Right...