Naam Me Kya Rakha Hai?

Being a girl in this country is not easy, They always watch you,  They always do!  Whether you wear full length clothes, Or shorts or nothing, They will watch you, and have words to tag you.  When you talk to guys, they judge you, When you don't, they judge you,  They say they love you, but they don't, They want to just restrict you, Cut your wings, throat, and then say we will watch you,  They will do,  As they don't want you to run away from their control. They will pat on your back, And then Bitch behind it, They will judge you for what you are,  And try to guess what you're trying to hide, And even if they don't find something to talk about,  They will call you good for nothing,  They love you as you give in to their demands, They will watch you because that gives them power, Power to rule over you. They question 'what's wrong' and try to be their for you,  A day after you know your stories are goi

Sometimes I just wish to have a 'Hi' from you but I know it will give me hopes of you remembering me,  Sometimes I just wish you'd say, I remember the time we walked under the rain but I know you won't say it because then it will make me feel you too have had some emotions about the memories you called unnecessary at the time you were choosing to walk away.  Sometimes I wish you'd agree to meet me for a coffee.  But it scares me to meet you and not look into eyes because mine would definitely speak a lot more than you would want to read. Sometimes I wish I catch a glimpse of you as you'd be driving home. I peek into the cars, I assume are yours. But then I know this wouldn't happen anymore because you've changed your life directions and coarse.  Sometimes I wish all that happened, shouldn't have happened at all, But then it's the probably the moment when I had fallen in love to never rise again. Sometimes I wish I could j