Naam Me Kya Rakha Hai?

Yeh chehra bada ajeeb hai Sab iss mukhote ko pehne hue hai Kisika sach hai toh kisika Jooth Har kisika chupa yeh ek alag roop hai Koi nahi pehchan pata ki Kya sachai hai iski Chhal kapat krne me maahir hai ye Pal Mein hasade pal me rulade Aisa koi shayar hai yeh Iss naqaab ke deewane bhi hai Aur nafrat bhi Krte hai log isse Chahe toh maardaale apni adao se Ajeeb hai is ke kayee kisse Mein toh Kabhi samajh nahi paayi Kisi chehre ke jazbaat Raaz lekar ghoomraha hai har koi chehra hai ek nayaab kalakaar Tum hi batado hai Kya ye ajab paheli Chehra hai ya kitaab jiske panno me khokar Mein ye jahaan bhuli?

He took me to the room no.501 And asked me to get relaxed Relaxed? How to feel that? Yes we've been dating for 4 years And yes, It was my first time, So naturally, I was nervous, excited and so on... He came in after paying tip to the man who brought in luggage And locked the door As he was taking steps towards me I was losing faith that he is actually the 'one' Some fear was gripping up its speed somewhere No I didn't wanted to do it... This wasn't right... But I couldn't say anything out. I thought, may be I am wrong and I didn't want him to go There were so many ifs and buts in my mind He started undressing me Kissed me every where Expecting something back Which wasn't there... His touch, wasn't love It was touch of lust.. The moment he tried to make me lie on bed, I pushed him, and rushed for my clothes Naked I was just by clothes But he was naked with his thought All he wanted was my body Unfortunately nothing more t

Why don't he understand That I don't want to be just another girl That I don't need him to satisfy me Nor I am here to satisfy him as well Why don't he understand That it hurts when he stops loving me on bed and just leave without saying a word Without kissing on forehead And without even dressing me up. He doesn't understand that he hasn't bought me He promised to love me and keep me happy That I have feelings which I try to express but he never give time to me and says "I need to rest" He doesn't understand that while undressing myself and letting him in me, I gave him the most important part of my soul Which I expected him to keep safe But he just never cared. I never wanted him to extend my already extended list of boyfriends I just wanted love from his heart Not love that ends on his bed. He says he isn't good enough with words and shows his affection through the touch But he doesn't understand words stick