Naam Me Kya Rakha Hai?

“I am falling for him” says Maya, jumping with all excitement. “Maya, Are you mad?” says Naina, angrily. “Why! What’s wrong?!” says Maya. “You just got out of a relationship a month back, Dude!” says Naina. “I know that Naina, but how does it matter?” says Maya, swinging her arms in air. “OH GOD! Nothing” says Naina, rolling her eyes. Naina leaves with a frown face, and Maya have no clue what has happened. Maya, 17years old, is NOT one of those, who think over what she is doing. She is free-spirit, down to earth, very friendly, and catchy for every eye that passes by her. For her no person is bad, and nothing is bad until she doesn’t feel so. Things are simple for her and she doesn’t mind when people around her say “she always stays in her dream-land”, to which Maya replies “That’s what makes me.” On other hand, Naina, who is of same age of Maya, is like exactly those who think before doing anything. She never does anything against her RULES. F

                                                                            While travelling through metro today, I saw this lady who was a north-eastern, standing with huge bag on her back and loads of money in her pocket. She was in her night dress, in metro with her sister or a friend, I don’t know. I managed to get a seat and was busy in untangling my ear phones which always messes up. As soon as, I untangled and got busy in listen to songs, my sight goes on this lady’s wrist. And I was horrified. What I looked at, wasn’t what I see rarely, but still I was like “what the heck!” Now you all must be wondering “aisa bhi kya dekha”, so this lady, about whom I am talking since last 10 lines, had huge cuts of knife, starting from her elbow and ending on her wrist. No single place was vacant on her wrist. It was all cuts and bruises. The first thought that came to my mind was, what could be the reason behind this torcher she made herself go through? A lot of us go thro

                                   “Bachelorette of India – mere khayalo ki mallika” is a show, which has started being aired from 7 th October, 2013. The basic concept behind this show is “Swayamvar” which was a tradition in times of Ramayana, and became active once again on television since a long time now.  Started up with “The Drama Queen”, Rakhi Sawant, now it is Mallika Sherawat, who desires perfect match for herself. She said “The world of Glitz, Glamour etc. I belong to, is a make-believe world. Now I want to come back to the world of reality”, to the host of the show, Rohit Roy, when asked if publicity stunt is the reason behind getting married on screen. Finding love through swayamvar, Mallika Sherawat boldly talks about how people fail to understand the difference between personality ‘on screen and off screen’ and how often people look down at actor’s who show skin. Participants came from all around the world. And the surprise and amazing factor of

All these years I started feeling and believing that the reason behind, why my mother kept taking all this shits in her life, was me. If I would have been a boy, things would have been different. I could never call police to arrest my father whenever he attempted crime of domestic violence because at the end, he was my father and he has a reputation. But with looking at all these things since a long now, I thought that I would not let this happen with me when I will have a married life of my own. My three years of college went by just like the wind; I didn’t even realize that I am going to work now. And this made me a little happier from inside because at last I could provide help to my mother as soon as I will join a job. I started searching job for myself and soon I got a job in a call center. It wasn’t as good as I thought but I needed money so I didn’t care about satisfaction. After 6 months of my job, I met a guy, who was working with me in same call center.

A lot of people believe that everything in India walks the wrong way (like the cars on road). When asked about few things like sex, relationship, love an Indian would probably 99.9% say that love comes first then comes relationship then marriage, that too if they feel connected, and for a lot of people, over the time, connection is on basis of their compatibility on bed. For girls/women, losing their virginity is a big THING. India is still living in an Era, where women are still afraid of losing virginity because they are “THE IZZAT OF FAMILY” and also because of rumors that it can be known if a girl is virgin or not. The question that rises in my mind, while thinking about this is how does it matter? Can you know if a guy is virgin or not, if he does not confess himself? What is wrong in it, if you lose your virginity with someone you love, No matter what happens later in life? Why is it that in our society virginity is HUGEEEEEE THING, whereas a heart is broken every now an

Why he is still in my mind? Why I still dream of him? Why can’t I cancel him from heart, like I cancel a phone call? Why I just can’t kick him out my life like a ball? I wish he could know how I feel, I wish he could wait a little longer. Yes his efforts were not enough to take out my anger, Yes his patience was not enough stronger. His embrace, felt like a jail, A look of him, use to turn me pale. I regret the time I wanted to be his fiancée, Now I just know that there is absolutely no chance. I miss nothing but myself all the time, I found myself looking for something that I can never find. Wasted my time all these years on him, Never knew my future with him, was so dim. I feel somewhere, I just can’t move on There is still a thin string attached to him, though the feelings are gone. I wish soon I be free from his thoughts, disturbing my mind, And I stop thinking of him; in all those songs that reminds me of the time, Wh

Standing there all alone, I saw a man lost in himself and on his own Wondering about who he might be, I stayed quiet, and sat alone. He looked at me, with his soulful eyes, He has a personality that affected my mind. He looked at me again, and wished me luck, And I stood there with his words stuck. Nothing it is, neither love nor affection I will just call it a mere attraction. But it happens at every step to everyone, So even I  didn't  cared about it much. Later, I saw him again in front of me, The old and similar curiosity raised in me, To know about him more and more, Every time I saw him I felt, he is sea water and I am the shore. He is like a huge mystery, unsolved. His heart is deep well, in which I don’t want to fall. But seems that every day I am moving a little closer to him, Though, I have tried to stay away, a lot. Soon, we were friends and then a close one. But I realized he  wasn't  the one. Still  couldn't