dealing with new things, new people was never so fun till now. just started knowing people around who seems to be like a book with beautiful cover page, now let see how does the book turns out to be!
Forgive me For I saw you In a light you never wanted to be in Forgive me For the trust I had put into you For every smile that I thought was unique to me For every word I thought you've spoken from heart For every promise I imagined you have made For every time my heart broke without any fault of yours Forgive me For I saw love in your eyes For the words I thought were true that you whispered in my ears For the umpteen times I apologised for expecting your time. For I could never hear anything else but your voice. For without your permission I made you my choice. Forgive me Because I broke my promise to not fall For you never wanted my heart You never wanted anything serious Forgive me for reading something that wasn't there Forgive me for putting an unintentional stress on you Forgive me to express how much I liked y...
He wooed me He caressed He loved me Like no one else. He weaved a web To make me prey In which I fell With no disgrace. We made creases On bed And our silhouettes made love on the wall, All night all day, No time no break, We were into each other With no sense of the world. I got used to it He was moving away Experiments weren't working Well, I wasn't a professional anyway. Just 3 months and it was going to an end, A relation that started fast Was walking too soon towards the grave. I thought it was a road to soul, My journey with him was ending on the bed. No memories, No talks, Just a passion To make love like insane. Did we really made love? I asked myself! He moved on Saying just three words that "It won't work" The Words that I never wanted to hear But I knew they were about to come, I realised, ...
I feel sad. Wait, sad is too strong a word, Maybe jealous? Yes, jealous it is. I feel jealous when I see couples being all mushy mushy on social media platforms, Or in real (I’ve been in their shoes, many times before.) I have the excessive urge of making my love for you social. But I’m bounded. Bounded by family that would not understand our love, you or me of choosing you out of 100s of those guys I pass by each day (a few of them really hot and marriage materials.) Bounded by friends who look at me differently for dating you because they scan you for your money and not the gold you carry in your heart (which by the way, you should only and only store for me.) Bounded by your profession that doesn’t click to any well educated family because - kitna hi kamata hoga - not knowing that I am ready to adjust in the name of love because I want to give birth to our love in human form one day and tell stories...
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ReplyDeleteAnd here I thought you don't like reading books!!! ;)
ReplyDeletewith you i will surely read some good stuff :)
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