Being desperate...

Do you know how it is to be felt unwanted while being naked next to you?

Your hands move but your soul doesn't

Your eyes meet mine but they don't makes love 

Our body touches and what happens in my body nothing of such sorts happen to you 

It's only me who is making love to you

I have been naked always for you 

 

Told you thousand stories 

And a lie that it doesn't matter if you go 

But it does and it's the most difficult step I have taken. 

It's nothing like the breakups I have had before, 

It's not the relationship but me who broke. 

No one has fallen for me 

Sadly even you didn't 

I experienced the pain love gives 

But love? I don't have it.

 

You shook my soul 

And toured it to hell and heaven 

Now brought me back to dark space 

Which has nothing 

but only your sense over my sense 

Your breath in mine 

Your thoughts all over my mind 

Your touch that denies to go away 

I can feel my personality taking a sway 

the way you made love, never been loved that way. 

 

I want it back, I want it all 

But I know you ain't coming back 

And it hurts 

It hurts because I have lost everything in the bed we shared 

In the moment we decided to give it a chance 

In tears which I couldn't stop running down my cheeks

For feelings I have for you but trying to kill 

 

I am giving it time but time isn't healing 

Every night is the night I kiss you in my dreams 

Strangely, I wish for once to get laid with you 

Be exploited 

I don't care 

but at least I'll be with you 

I know I sound like a maniac, but that's how I feel 

 

Hey, what about we make this deal? 

You don't get involved just let me make love to you,

Don't be afraid of falling for me, I am capable of not letting it come true, 

But somewhere I do wish for once you love me,

 

Your lust was sweet and full of thorns, 

May be your love is the pain I would want? 

To get over you, to get over your touch, 

May be I'll not love you again, so much? 

Let's try, you never wanted me in pain anyway, 

 

For once do what I have to say,

Ignore what's in your mind perhaps even you have a corner where I reside? 

Enter the Bubble of thoughts where I stay, 

It's different it's lovely trust me you would want to stay

Get blind folded once more,

Make me feel wanted when I sleep next to naked tomorrow.