Naam Me Kya Rakha Hai?

6 months  Standing on your door, It's been 6 months to me,  And in those 6 short months Ive looked at changing weather,  People, time and moments, But not me.  I've looked at that tree in front of your house,  Shedding its leaves for my misery,  Youve been deaf to the songs those birds have crooned for me.  You've bothered me unknowingly with the little that you gave, Oh my, I still remember the feeling of kissing your face,  You've forgotten the bold stories I told you with no regrets,  Or the trust I had on you than the rest,  Or it was a dream, a dream that I'm going to live for a lifetime,  With a tear of mixed feelings in my eyes.  Those creaking sound of your door  Or that fragrance on you,  I've kept like a rose petal in between pages of a book, They are hard earned memories, I've kept them safe.  No matter what you say, every drop of love ...

Kuch vida kar,  Kuch gale Laga, Beti ki yaado ko, Zara tolkr dekh  Dil Bhar aayega.  Kuch shukr mana Kuch aafat samjh  Dekh uss sindoor ki taraf  Tere Naam joh saji hai  Maang uski Teri umr hai  Zara jaankr dekh Dil Bhar aayega  Narm haatho ko chu  Chumb unn lakeero ko  Teri izzat, Tera vansh  Tere khwab ko  Tere pariwar ke khwabo ko  Apne paro me sanjhoye  Udegi par apni raftaar se Zara chot mein bhi haste Tere beti ke labo ko dekh Dil bhar aayega Uss Aanchal me chupe daag ko,  Kuch chupaaye hue dard, sikaayate, pyar ko,  Saree ke border ne usko toh baandha,  Tujhe udaan di,  Uss maa ke pallu ke silvato me chupe unn ankahe tyaag ko dekh  Dil Bhar aayega.  Choti si chocolate,  Badi si cycle,  Apni salary se tera phone, Tere girlfriend ki maange, Tere rishte naye puraane, Tere galtiyo par parda Yun toh be...

Unexpected number 10  It's funny how we strive to get love from someone but can never really appreciate when we have it around. Kalpana did have someone who loved her like crazy for six damn years but she could never fit him in the frame of a partner but a best friend.  On the contrary, she kept falling for all sort of guys who found reasons but not to stay to leave. Some were months long and few years.  As far as I could remember, the last thing she could or wanted to do was to break someone's heart. In beginning of her 'teenage' she would say yes to everyone who expressed their love to her. But as soon as they started, they would end too.  Kalpana was a person who followed the saying- ignorance is bliss. Not that she wanted to ignore things around but for her, except people who were close to her, no one really mattered.  She was one naive girl whose childhood was not a bliss for her and adulthood, well that was too adult.  She w...

I know the reason of those walls around your heart,  I know you want to be healed but I ain't the one,  But only for you to know, I hate her, who scratched your divine heart with her paws,  Trust me, it was entirely her loss.  Only if your walls had a little crack to let the air pass,  You would have found me trying too hard,  Too hard to let you out of the pain of past,  to experience what I have to offer, for everything that you were never given before,  for everything that you deserve Only if you knew I was there to heal you,  from the scratches on your heart,  From the ashes of your past, From the fact that you cannot love,  Or the fact that you can't love You could have given a chance to me,  To show you how my love can be,  How passionate I am for you, How my world can encompass everything that you ever imagined with her,  If you could have seen, you would have watche...

One day I will move on,  Move on from the fact that you said I had the most magical smile,  The infectious kiss,  Fragrance that never fades, Glow to remember  And love like of life time,  But still you left out of the door,  One day I will move on, Move on from the fact that you said one who leaves me is stupid, That one who fails to know me is unlucky  That one who thinks too much beyond my word is shallow  That the one who has me is rich  But you still left out of the door  One day I will move on, Move on from the fact that you had said that no one has loved you like I did, That no one said you look like an angel fallen on earth and even after all that you've done to me, you are someone I'll never want to lose,  From the fact that you never accepted us,  Accepted me And my love From the fact that I never wanted to put you in the bracket where my exes fall but apparently you en...

Little fingers, small palm little pony and little back-pack  White dress, blue belt, black shoes.  Everything has become a phase of time, I am a grown up adult now Forgotten everything about my childhood  But stuck at a point I revisit in the morning every day when I look at this small girl  Small feet with tidy shoes on, walks out of the house, Dressed in white, blue belt,  and yeah, a little back-pack.  Calls her dad to drop her school and here comes a man with specs, wearing a polo shirt and track pants, holds her hand and walks with her till a point where comes the school van.  It's not just a walk,  It's a moment of emotion, A moment where she could spit everything and he patiently hears it all. A moment of love, a relationship which wasn't hazy.  5 days of the week, I look at them, smile and leave for my work.  Every Saturday I imagine how their life would be:  The little one wakes up...

Khata hi dua hai ki khafa Tum na ho na  Ki manzile dushman se bhari hongi  Adaye tumhari nazaakat se dikhana ki banduke phool barsayenge  Zara unhe bhi pata ho ki mere yaar ki nazar ka Kya hai Woh nasha joh mujhpe hai Zara payal chankao ki kabr se bhi murde haazir honge humare ishq ko bachane ko  Ye dushman Kya karpayegein jab mere yaar ke teere nazar hi dilo pe vaar krjayenge  Talwaar uthayenge toh zulfein lehra dena  Ghataye chaakr toofan le aayengii  Andhere me na wo tujhe na Mujhe Dekh payenge  Mere pyar ke haatho Woh pyar se marjayenge  Alag ho bhi gaye agar hum, Toh wafayein Meri yaad rakhna  Anguthi tere ungli pe joh hai usse tassali se pyar krna  Wo pyar mere dil tak pohuch hi jayegi  Na fikr kar tu Meri Mujhe apne paas hi paayegi  Hawa bankr aaunga choomne tere labo ko  Mera pyar iss zamaane Ya umr ka mohtaaz nahi